I am a regular girl who goes to high school and does the average stuff. I hate it when I tell someone how I really feel because they dont express it that much as I do. I have lost my one thing in my life and I cant do anything about it. I have my dreams and wishes but they never come true and I want them to just like Tila. I know she has gone through a long an bumpy road but just like people say everyone makes mistakes and that they can be corrected. I have friends that put me down and think of me differently in life like they think my body language is always an adertisment for sex, that I make out wtih girls and sleep with both women and men. I'm not that type of person and I dont want no one to take it personal. I just want people to treat me like how they would want to be treated. My dream is to meet Tila Tequila and have a decent conversation with her, I might be quiet at first but I can open up really emotionally. Tila has been a person who wants to find love and she has gone through a phase that someone has hurt her really bad and thats how I feel almost 24/7. Tila is a tough girl that can look down upon people who she trust. If I had the moment to talk to her she could probably answer my deep thoughts in life. I would do anything just to see Tila's face and have that smile upon my face. She is my top number 1 fan for the fact she can not only help and care in the world but that she loves to express her feelings in public universe and she doesnt mind unless some one takes it too far.

I would love to meet Tila Tequila. She is amazing in all ways and has the answers in her own words. Not many people respect that by making fun of her or breaking her heart. She is a girl who needs love to complete that one puzzle in her life. I would love to talk to her in person even though I might be in shock for such young age I am but some of the events that have happened in her life has happened to me. I just want her to hear and know that some people in this world do care and just need to open up to release the inner pressure from them.

I love music that I can dance to that have hip hop rythem. I cant dance to country, rock or any oldies music becasue I dont even listen to them. I especially love one of Tilas songs because the song Paralyze reminds me of someone thats gone but I still feel her next to me ( she is my dog that I have lost)

I love horror, comedy and romance. They all have something in life such as history to know by seeing it. My favorite movies are if they have Kate Beckinsale in it she is such a kewl and wonderful actor in movies.

I love to watch Tila's show because some are so funny and some are depressing which equals drama! I also watch discovery and any other channels that are interesting. Hahahahahaha

I like to read some books but I dont read for fun cause then I fall asleep lol. I love mystery and adventure books because there is always an action taking place!